FASHIONARY

This is what i get during gifts exchange section on Christmas 2011. Thanks boss, my Secret Santa for this FASHIONARY sketch book from A Curious Teepee. This is something that i will love it, i saw this in Curious Teepee before the concept really inspired me. Got it in unexpected and i really happy when i received it \( -^ ◊ ^- )/ Thanks for the surprised!

FASHIONARY = Fashion + Dictionary + Diary
FASHIONARY sketch book is combined Fashion information in dictionary format and blank figure templates which make the sketching more easier.

I used to draw outfits idea during my whole secondary school life, that time i got no extra pocket money for clothes, what i can only afford is expired Hong Kong fashion magazines, i get the inspirations from the magazines and i draw it out. An A4 paper folded half, so i can draw 6 fashion styles, and when some collected together it's become a small book. The small book will pass around the class and girls will give comments. They think i will become a fashion designer one day. But today, i am not. I still love fashion, even i don't know it well.

I will try to draw more often in 2012, i hope i can well use this sketch book and also pick up to draw on my own style instead of use the blank figure templates. 

Stay tuned!

THE FIRST PAIN OF THE YEAR

 

I was ate a lots chocolates last night try to kill the monthly pain. It's actually doesn't help, i know, it will only cause fat.

I am really sick, even though that is not common illness like fever, cough or flu which can see the symptoms obviously. i doesn't need any care from anyone, peoples might think that they are not doctor, and they cant help me, in fact, yes..only medicines do really heal. The only place i need to report to is the company, to be fair.

Keep browsing online shop while resting at home now, i think shopping also can heal my illness, cousin keep warning me do not any how spends these days, but i think any how shop is good for health(mine). My pain, my feeling and my health i got responsibility to take care by myself.

I NEARLY DIED

My arms seem not no longer belong to me

My forearm muscle is still tight

Terrible bruises on my thigh, knee and my legs

My hand still cannot folding fist completely

And my ankles were tortured by the stupid shoes

I cant wait for 2012....i guess

      

ALONE

// ME, MYSELF AND I GOING TO SOMEWHERE UTTERMOST OF THE EARTH
             

THE 26TH

November is my birthday month. Ya..my birthday again, it is a yearly thing. Just added 1 to my age of last year. It is seem..different, but i can't tell what is the different, in fact nothing change at all. Or thing slowly changing? Will the time pass faster from now on? I suppose to worry getting older and older..should i? So many questions messed up my mind lately...i pretend i m good..but seriously i m always good, i m still here blogging..nothing is bad..on me. But my mind..my mind is not good, really.

I never be really happy all these years..I cannot remember what's wrong i did, how could it like all went so wrong? i am like never forgive about myself. So many things...i need to figure out..like what is point i sleep, eat and work everyday......